Drowning

Drowning   I feel like everyday I’m slipping farther and farther away and no matter how hard I try to stay happy and confident, the water always pulls me back down. I’m drowning, gasping for air but no one can help me. People try to, my fiance, my mom, my grandma, my therapist, my friends, […]

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Roller Coaster

Roller coaster   Like a roller coaster out of control is how she felt The highs were amazing but she knew the lows soon would be dealt When she was up, she swears she can fly But soon she’d crash back down and just start to cry It was a vicious cycle she suffered through […]

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5 activities to do to bond with your bridesmaids!

  Hey everyone! I hope you all are having a wonderful weekend! Today, I finally got to meet up with some of my bridesmaids to go over things for the wedding because 2 weeks from Monday we will officially be at the 5 month mark! From the start, I knew I didn’t want to be a […]

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8 work desk/home desk essentials!

Hey everyone! Recently my current supervisor informed me that she wanted to hire me as a temporary program assistant for the summer! I got to be a temp. last summer and during the fall semester but once the spring semester started and student accounts officially combined with financial aid, I was forced to return to […]

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11 Things to do when anxiety/depression messes with your mind

Hello everyone! This past week has been stressful to say the least for me. My anxiety and depression have been messing with my mind quite a lot recently so I figured for today’s blog post, I would tell you guys all about the top 11 things I do when I’m having a rough mental health […]

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Regret…

Regret. A six letter word that can hold so much power over one’s life. I won’t lie, there are many things that I have done, but more that I  haven’t done that I regret in life and it seems as the time goes on, more and more regrets build up. Last night, I went to […]

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Feeling like you’re in a constant dream

Do you know what it is like to feel like you’re constantly in a dream? To look in a mirror and have no connection with the face looking back at you? Can you imagine the frustration one might feel when nothing around them even feels real? I do. I know the feeling because I suffer […]

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10 tips/advice when planning your wedding

Hey everyone! As many of you know, I’ve been planning my wedding now for about 9 months and within those 9 months, I’ve learned different things that I thought would be fun to share with all of you since today marks 6 months until my wedding! Being a bride on a budget, I know first […]

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Simple date night dinner recipe idea

Hello my darlings! I hope you all had a wonderful week! Since my grandma works on Friday nights, that is usually Tom and my at home date nights since we have the whole house to ourselves for a few hours. Normally, Tom and I will cook dinner together but tonight I decided I wanted to […]

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I’m tired

I’m Tired   If you looked at me and asked how I was I’d tell you the truth I’d tell you i’m tired, though it’s no use Because to you tired means sleepy And though that is true My tired has a ton of more meanings too I’m tired of never being good enough no […]

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