A part of me

Why can’t I just be normal, oh why can’t I just be sane I’m sick of these thoughts, these worries constantly in my brain All they do is make life harder for everyone, especially myself And no matter how hard I try, I just can’t seem to get help The anxiety is so strong it […]

Read More

What 2018 has taught me

Hello my darlings and Happy New Year!! I hope you all had a wonderful new year eve’s and new years day! Can you believe it’s already 2019!? Seems crazy right! 2018 has been one hell of year for me! From struggling with my physical and mental health, to saying “I do” to my best friend, […]

Read More

2018, The year of Change

2018, The year of Change   I can’t even wrap my head over the fact that today is the last day of 2018. This year has been one of the most difficult but also most joyish years of my life. The memories I have made throughout this year are some of the most important memories […]

Read More

On the Outside

On the outside. That’s how she felt. Disconnected from the world and the people around her. Longing to be herself but always being someone else because the person she was would always just annoy people. Often drinking because when she was drunk, she was free to be the person she really was and people wouldn’t […]

Read More

Am I crazy!?

Hello my darlings, Today’s post is one that is a little different than my normal posts. Consider this post to be like a ranting post as well as a look into the crazy stress I am going through at the moment. Part of the reason I created this blog was to have a space where […]

Read More

I Don’t want to go

I don’t want to go   I don’t want to go to concerts I don’t want to fly I don’t want to go black friday shopping Please, don’t make me explain why I don’t want to go out to the club Or even drive a car I don’t want to go on amusement park rides […]

Read More

Regret…

Regret. A six letter word that can hold so much power over one’s life. I won’t lie, there are many things that I have done, but more that I  haven’t done that I regret in life and it seems as the time goes on, more and more regrets build up. Last night, I went to […]

Read More

10 random facts about me :)

I figured the perfect first post for my new blog would be a post introducing you to the crazy girl that is me! So here are ten facts about me that will help you navigate and understand this blog a little better! My full name is Kaylee Marisa DeMarco (soon to be D’Ascanio)  and I […]

Read More