Why I haven’t been posting…

Hey everyone. I know it’s been forever since I last posted on here. A lot of personal challenges have come around since this year has begun that has made keeping up with this blog very difficult. The biggest of them being discovering that I actually don’t have Rheumatoid Arthritis, but instead have Lupus. Prior to […]

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A part of me

Why can’t I just be normal, oh why can’t I just be sane I’m sick of these thoughts, these worries constantly in my brain All they do is make life harder for everyone, especially myself And no matter how hard I try, I just can’t seem to get help The anxiety is so strong it […]

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What 2018 has taught me

Hello my darlings and Happy New Year!! I hope you all had a wonderful new year eve’s and new years day! Can you believe it’s already 2019!? Seems crazy right! 2018 has been one hell of year for me! From struggling with my physical and mental health, to saying “I do” to my best friend, […]

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2018, The year of Change

2018, The year of Change   I can’t even wrap my head over the fact that today is the last day of 2018. This year has been one of the most difficult but also most joyish years of my life. The memories I have made throughout this year are some of the most important memories […]

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20 Tips for a Kick-ass Bachelorette Party!

Hello my darlings! Can you believe October is already half over! Time is honestly flying by! As many of you know, my wedding is literally around the corner, 12 days away to be exact, and to say I am stressed out is an understatement! Thankfully though, I was able to escape all the wedding planning […]

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Monster

I’m crying and falling a part While you just sit there and stare at me When did I become the enemy? When did I become the person you don’t want to see? What happened to loving me? Protecting me? Saving me? Am I too broken for your sympathy? What happened to your empathy? I thought […]

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Sea of Darkness

Extreme pain shoots through my upper back. My fingers are swollen and sore and my legs feel to weak to walk. I try to sit at work but the pain is getting to be too much for me to handle, too much for me to hide. I need to walk away for a moment, I […]

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