On the Outside

On the outside. That’s how she felt. Disconnected from the world and the people around her. Longing to be herself but always being someone else because the person she was would always just annoy people. Often drinking because when she was drunk, she was free to be the person she really was and people wouldn’t […]

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Am I crazy!?

Hello my darlings, Today’s post is one that is a little different than my normal posts. Consider this post to be like a ranting post as well as a look into the crazy stress I am going through at the moment. Part of the reason I created this blog was to have a space where […]

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I Don’t want to go

I don’t want to go   I don’t want to go to concerts I don’t want to fly I don’t want to go black friday shopping Please, don’t make me explain why I don’t want to go out to the club Or even drive a car I don’t want to go on amusement park rides […]

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10 Tips for an awesome Bridal Shower!

Hello my darlings! It seems like it has been forever since I posted on here and I truly do apologize! Between wedding planning and my new position at work, I’ve been so busy that I’ve hardly had time to just sit down and write for all of you! This weekend, however, was my semi-surprise bridal […]

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When did I grow up?

When did I grow up? When did this happen? When did I stop being that smiling little girl? When did pain and hurt invade my veins and turn me into this? This emotional wreck who never seems to do anything right? This girl who strives for perfection but constantly fucks up? I’m 22 but I […]

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Drowning

Drowning   I feel like everyday I’m slipping farther and farther away and no matter how hard I try to stay happy and confident, the water always pulls me back down. I’m drowning, gasping for air but no one can help me. People try to, my fiance, my mom, my grandma, my therapist, my friends, […]

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Roller Coaster

Roller coaster   Like a roller coaster out of control is how she felt The highs were amazing but she knew the lows soon would be dealt When she was up, she swears she can fly But soon she’d crash back down and just start to cry It was a vicious cycle she suffered through […]

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5 activities to do to bond with your bridesmaids!

  Hey everyone! I hope you all are having a wonderful weekend! Today, I finally got to meet up with some of my bridesmaids to go over things for the wedding because 2 weeks from Monday we will officially be at the 5 month mark! From the start, I knew I didn’t want to be a […]

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8 work desk/home desk essentials!

Hey everyone! Recently my current supervisor informed me that she wanted to hire me as a temporary program assistant for the summer! I got to be a temp. last summer and during the fall semester but once the spring semester started and student accounts officially combined with financial aid, I was forced to return to […]

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